Oh Blessed, blessed wind!!!!

This morning I went out to my car to go to work at about ten after five. I noticed a large mass of clouds off in the east, and it was actually almost windy. Best of all, I had to wear a sweater!
I've been feeling for so long like I am a turkey in the roasting pan, that this day has been sheer bliss. I was at Starbucks standing in the drive-thru window, and the wind was blowing in on me all morning long. Weeeee!!!

Today is supposed to be "work on resume" day, since I need to redo it, but I haven't worked myself up to starting yet. I hate working on my resume. Hate it, hate it! I don't know why I find it such a pain, but I do. I brought myself some coffee home so that my brain could be less fuzzy even.

Last night I went to dinner with some friends, one of whom is leaving for Medical school early tomorrow morning. A couple of old friends names came up, and today as well. Said friends have not bothered to get in touch with me, despite the fact that I have put forth an effort to keep a correspondence going.
I realize that people grow apart, I really do. I just feel....hurt, to be honest. These aren't people who I considered casual aquaintances, but quite good friends. I am more than a little let down to found out that our friendship was so small to them, that they can't even be bothered.
This seems to be a lesson that I keep learning.
At least, I have to say, that it truly makes me appreciate Karla and Becky tremendously, because my relationships with them have really been a two way street over the years. Makes a person feel appreciated once in awhile!!
I just wish they were here!!

Anyway, I am off to try and be responsible and get this resume done, before my sleepiness takes over and I find myself giving into the sirens call of my pillow! =)

It's Like That

I'm in such a weird mood this week. I was just commenting to a friend how I feel like something is off, but I can't put my finger on it. A disturbance in the force if you will. I can't seem to shake it off, and it's really starting to bother me.

I volunteered to pick up a graveyard shift next week, and I hate that I did that, because this week my schedule was just mildly messed up, and it was hard for me to sleep. It will take me a couple of days to recover from that. I'm just not the flexible person I used to be. My body is like....RAWR! STOP THAT! I think I need to be on a regular schedule...and maybe eat more broccoli. hehe.

I have very low patience tonight. It's late, my mom went to a dinner with her mom and sisters, and my nephew isn't cooperating with bedtime.
To top it off, I actually finished this blog, but for some reason it didn't all post, and I couldn't retrieve it. So what I needed.
My family and their constant state of bitchy and yelling is starting to wear me down. When you are here for any length of time you have to develop a thick skin, and I don't love it.
Moving in the fall will be a much needed change.

I desperately need to go to bed now and feel a nice breeze wafting in my window. Eight blessed hours of peace and quiet.
Adios.