To Texas, or not To Texas

Yes, I am thinking about moving again, for all yous who are unaware. :p

You know I have considered it before, so it shouldn't be any major surprise. I don't want to hear anything about how there are no maple trees in Texas either!! lol! Please! Don't make it any harder than it already is to leave the grey, rainy emerald city!
One just needs to do what one feels led to do!! So there!
Anyway...
I am going to visit some friends in San Antonio on the 8th. I have not seen them for a very long time, and it is going to be soooo fabulous! Plus, my very wonderful Becky is going to drive over from Corpus to hang out with us, and that is going to be so great I can't even stand it!!!
On top of all of those things, if I am reeaallllyyy lucky (or something), I might even get to talk to Jason on the phone, which, yes, will be weird after nine years of silence. I won't know what to say, and I might have a heart attack or at least burst a blood vessel, but it will still be good. =) One way or another.

If you have any questions about who in the freaking heck Jason is, you have apparently not been reading this blog long enough, as he has been mentioned in the past year, on more than one occassion!! See my crazy after christmas posts, or maybe the interview I did with Lara. They are out there. I tell you so!

In any case, I would expound, but I am not really feeling like going there right now.
This is pretty much all you need to know...(A quick sum up)...

16/Jason/Smooching/18/Friends/Heartache/Prayers for Salvation/Good times/19/Same/Love Me!!/Crazy About You!!/Lots more prayers/Tears/Jen & Daniel/Everyone moving/Amanda pursuing another path
Fast Forward...
30/Dream/Prayer/Why am I thinking about you out of the blue?!/Divorce/Pain/Random reconnect with J & D/More Prayers/More Tears/More Pain/He Really cared about me back then/31/A small question creeps in!/Lots More Prayers!/Maybe one day?/Who knows?/Amanda's heart is lame and should be hiding under the bed, but instead is retardedly letting itself wander into the realm of what if?!/SIGH.

If that makes any sense, then yay for your powers of deduction.
=)
Anyway, I promise to try and be better about letting you know what in the bleep is going on. hehe.
I have been sort of a horrible slacker of late!!
But hey, on the bright side, if I move to Texas, I will miss everyone, and therefore have to spend more time online.
*wink wink*

Cheers!

(Damn you Ryan! :p )

Crazy...and bored.

Yes, yes, it has been like a million years since I posted, I know. Jill even left me a message this weekend to try and lure me in (it worked by the way, as you can see..).
I am just in a crazy frame of mind and haven't felt like writing about it I guess.
I am getting bored at my job. Big surprise, I know, but I just thought that would not happen. lol.
I am feeling good in general though...I really can't complain about anything.

I am going to San Antonio next month to see some friends that I have been neglecting for far too long. I think I am also going there to face my past. Grr. I obviously still have some things to work out. Ugh. Nothing like a good heartache to get you going. HA! I am so not serious about that!!

Oh my LANTA I get bored too easily. I should have never left Starbucks. I should have worked there until I died. lol!!!
They kept me running around like a maniac, which apparently is the only way I can function. :p
But you know, I just get like this sometimes. Restless. Antsy.

Things are good though, and I am not complaining. Hopefully I am over that bitching stage of life for awhile. I am just going with it. Here or there, to or fro, wherever it leads me next, I will do it with a smile on.
=)